the question is not if i could have restrained myself if i had known, if i just had looked back once, i know i would have the capacability to restrain myself, the question is, would it have been the right thing to do? wouldnt it only have made things worse?
Do what you want, live every day like it was your last. If you want to do something, do it, do it well, just be prepared to face the consequences. If you were to restrain yourself, you would be costing yourself your own free will.
the problem was not me, the problem is i wasnt alone, i would have dragged someone else in if i had seen, and there'd been no chance for a peacefull solution
Well, not only I don't know the context, this is in SJ. Don't expect anything else until you explain yourself
