how awful is my life?

I really don't want to right now, maybe later when i'm feeling better =/

Also whoever posted this...

"Life is like a field of trampolines, but the ones that are dug into the ground.
You will fall down, and be a little low, then sometimes you stumble upon one and go flying high int he air. Or just walk around em."

You ****ing rock.

 

And sometimes with those trampolines you jump really high and then land on the bar at the end of the trampoline, crushing all between your legs. That's commonly referred to as a night on the town!

But no seriously everyone hits a low... I believe its called depression... not fun! Just wait it out, things'll get better. Just... Relax, I be a doctor... hahahahahaha!

 

Before writing this post i was planning on writing about the whole attention thing.
But yeah, people are young once ;p, so i wont offend you today .


Your life is normal, and being bullied is VERY good.
It teaches you how to cope with lifes problems and to deal with them.


AAAAAARGH shucks im sorry, but after rereading the OP again i have to cover this.

Your post appears to be a plea for attention online son, and ties into the whole emo thing which children lvling into teenagers appear to go through ;P.

Again: your life is normal, and that is fine . You dont need to make over the top posts about how you want people to think it sucks and get attention. ;P

 

Dood... I know its hard atm but everythings changing during your age it turns out different. Just hold on a bit everything will be fine. For those who are picking on you (Verbal) Go straight up and talk to em. If its physical get lots of friends they go away =p and if they dont just go get some help from adults or w./e

 

I can't offer great advice because I don't know what happened, but if your friends turned on you after you lost popularity, then they weren't really your friends in the first place. It's only when things get tough and you need people the most that you learn who your true friends are.

There are plenty of times when something happened to me where I felt like life SUCKED.
But now, I look back and think "Wow. How emo of me to act like that."

Don't give up.

 

"Do you have all your limbs?"

Yes

"Do you have a chronic illness?"

No

"Are you in possession of all your senses?"

Sort of

"Do you have a mental illness?"

Yes

"Do you have food to eat?"

Not atm

"Do you have a shirt on your back?"

No I am naked

"Do you have a roof over your head?"

Yes

 

LOL Darkone.

 

darkonoes wierdyitits

ok then this:
one,do you know what you talk about?

no

are you sick from wierdeyties?

yes

are you in possesion of all your weirdy senses?

sort of

do you have a mental illness causing wierdytomyyitis?

yes

do you have wierdyitis food?

yes but they give me wierdyitissoco

do you have a shirt on your back?

no i am wierdly nakedly wierdly

do you have a roof on your head?

yes,a wierdiyitis roof to protect me from losing my wierdyitis sickness

[note:im asking you the question,your answering it]
no offense
THANK YOU PEOPLE FOR ALL YOUR ADVICE!
i dont know how i could repay you guys,
and one think still need advice..
i think i should go to HIDE MY EXISTENCE,
STOP BEING SUCH AN ACTIVITY JOINER...
SHOULD I?

 

In exchange do you want to join the zerg brood?

 

Here's a secret.....nothing before high school graduation matters. Most people make their real friends in collage or at work. In my book anyone under the age of 16 doesn't even count as a real human.

Stop whining about it unless you wanna be goth or emo for the next 5 years (You probably don't, or at least shouldn't). Depression sucks, but I find the best treatment is to seriously just not worry about it too much.

Bad things happen. More bad things will happen. Good things will happen too. What ever, do what you can with what you got. As Fenix conjectured already, you do have a lot.

If you kill yourself bad things stop; all things stop as far as your concerned. (Dependent on your view of the afterlife or lack of.)
Things, in all probability, will continue without you though. In generations no one will will give a **** about you to be honest. But if you take your own life you need consider how such a selfish act will affect those around you. Believe me, I have an attempt under my belt.

People who love you will be sadder than you can imagine. Knowing how ****ty being depressed feels should be enough to keep you doing anything like that to them.

People that don't like you or give you a hard time most likely won't feel guilty; after all they don't like you. They'll probably be glad your gone.

Above all, there is absolutely no reason to change anything about how you look at your life because of middle school social politics.

You are young and thus may not yet have the maturity to step back from that little dark pit your digging yourself and look at the larger scope. I know I couldn't myself until I was about 18 or 19. If that's the case, I suggest you talk about how you feel to someone. Family (at your age you may not trust them, but they probably would do anything for you), any friends that have stuck with you, or even a school psychiatrist (Just ask the guidance consular).

I apologize if I sound harsh. I wish I had someone to smack some ****ing sense into me when I was your age. Would have saved me a ton of time.

 

Those bad things are BIG those good things are SMALL...
pretty much..and marinecorp whats that suppose to mean?
NOTE:im already 12[my birthday is on august 7]
ok i forgive you...
i see....
but a fact that my own cousin[probably very close to the family]
betrays me...
so i really dont know who to trust..

though i feel good today ...
i think though that if they want me gone,they would just try to expel me from school[never happened]
so ive observed that if they hurt me[like hitting me with a book WHICH POTENTIALLY HAPPENDED YESYTERDAY! WHICH WAS AN ACCIDENT}they try to help me and forgive me...maybe they just try to foul me into thinking the world is evil or so...